That Would Be Me
Beside you
I believed - there's no heaven
No hideaway - for the lonely
But I was wrong - crazy
It's gotta be strong
It's gotta be right
Only wanted to stay awhile
Only wanted to play awhile
Then you taught me to fly like a bird
Baby - thought I'd died and gone to heaven
Such a night I never had before
Thought I'd died and gone to heaven
Cause what I got there ain't no cure for
Ooo it's so easy
What you do to me all night angel
I never loved - I swear to God
Never needed no one, 'til you came alo
Desecration of Alleged Christian History
Into a dream one fades
God! Who will be done
Could a poor soul be saved?
For refuge one must run
Cast from here to there
Left in a disillusioned state
Who acted so heedlessly?
Forgive me, I hope it's not too late
The preposterous otherside
This being of negativity
Gains ground within the mind
Revealing my other me
Unwillingly manoeuvred by emotions
Performing deeds of the unwise
Engulfed by fictional oceans
My barricades to... paradise!!!
Systematically... degraded
Should one cross... the dividing line
Nurtured by thos whomI despiced!!!
Immunity... is weakening
It's cracking up... inside
Waves of fury change the tide!!!
The dispassionate... proceedings
Were the works... of mine
Visual guilt unrecognized!!!
One's chimeric barricade
My mood starts to retrogress
Losing the grip once supervised
The strong dominance never to impress
Left utterly demoralized...